Lost Tonight - The UnForgotten Past

[Alledyra]

Name: Alledyra

Age: Early 20's

Race: Half Wind Witch(mother)/Half Mystic Warrior (father)

Background:

I was born twinned in a small villiage, with the slight power for witchery. My mother and father both died before I could know them well, and I was raised by my grandparents from both parents.

My brother, Athain, and I were climbing a mountain near our villiage, when he fell, and would have died, had a man not helped me save him. By using the power of Mystic Warrior, he showed me how to save my brother. I did not know at the time that he had twisted it's power and I had stolen a piece of Athain's soul. I went with the man, my teacher and master, to learn this trade he had shown me, to heal, without knowing that I was taking as well.

I learned through experience, though, that every time I took a tiny piece of soul, it made my own smaller, and now I am fractured, my soul the combination of many many others, my own lost inside. I believe my brother searches for me, and I flee him because I am ashamed of what I am.

Welcome me - shun me. It matters not, for I am Alledyra, and I am Lost.

[Alledyra]

Changes in carrie, to keep current:

Dyra's normal appearance: 5' with light brown hair/grey streaks. Thin, with delicate features and grey eyes. Likes to smile, and it shows. Very kind hearted. Strong in a silent way, doesn't really believe in her own strength.

When using her powers: Hair changes to dark grey/black streaks, eyes turn completely black, and usually radiate a darkness that is eerie. Like black smoke that goes out in tiny tendrils. Occasionally she looses control of her gift, and it's very hard for her not to suck the life out of any living thing within the vicinity. She does this by touch, grabbing their soul and taking it into herself.

Dyra with the book: Completely lost. Her hair has turned to black, her eyes as well, and her skin has taken on a very unhealthy grey. Wrinkles have appeared almost everywhere, leaving her looking like the undead. The black tendrils that clung to her eyes are not swirling around most of her body, but like her hands and eyes the most. Her mood varies from excessively violent towards anyone around her to understanding what she's becoming and looking for help. During her lucid periods, she's extremely frightened, but doesn't want to trust anyone to help her. She's become addicted to the book she found so long ago and reacts extremely violently if anyone attempts to take it away.

[Alledyra]

Carrie update:

Dyra has finally rid herself of the book that was so wrong for her. During a battle in the Streets, she tried to harm an innocent child, but was stopped by Kaden and Tate...fleeing the area, she found a cliff, and in a lucid moment, looking for peace, threw the book over the edge. Exhausted from the confrontation and looking for some sort of peace, she stood watching the pages flutter down, and fell...

The fall nearly killed her, and her spirit was thrown from her body...she wandered aimlessly for a time, just enjoying the peace of being dead, though her body was still alive below the cliff...trapped in a spell. A girl found her, and when she went to find out what was happening with her body, a friend followed. Elisa and Bambino saved her...Elisa by finding her body, Bambino by bringing it back to life.

The small peace she found while a spirit healed parts of her soul, and she has become a happier person. Her eyes not take on the light blue color of her childhood when very happy, but still fade to grey or black when disturbed or invoking her gift. Her hair has turned completely grey, streaked with black and white. Trying to finish the healing that Bambino started and the nurses at the Sanatarium started, she called on her gift.

Her gift faltered, and when it finally activated, Bambino was touching her, and she took a part of his soul, a small but very important part. Feeling much guilt, she again looks for a way to heal the damage that she's caused....